Shame go away

I wanted to hop on here to reflect on the subject of shame. I think it is really important as it is so detrimental for us to keep shame in our system over longer periods. So what is shame? I want to break down how I experience it and see it. Our most natural state …

Toxic

breaking the spell Im done with you! I hate how you have infiltrated my life as an at times charming, funny and steady companion wherever I have gone. I hate how you made me believe that what we had was something special, something I needed and something that no one else understood. Like a secret …

When the party’s Over

Looking at a meme I shared long ago I do see a certain irony in it as I don’t party like I used too and it is kinda funny to me still. I mean the meme in itself is simple but I found it hilarious as I knew that I could party prettyyy hard. The …

Endings and Beginnings

As I’ve decided to take the leap into total sobriety it was such a surprise to see that so many others were taking that same path and to witness a blooming sober society. I had contemplated doing this years ago but something always got in the way, (alkohol, duh) As I finally made the decision …

We used to be Sweet

We make pancakes to our loved ones with chocolate topping shaped like a heart. We write small love notes to hang on the bath room mirror. We hold the door for the old lady with grocery bags. We eat dinner with candles lit. We have magnets on our fridge in bright colors. We go to …

The whole world’s gone mad

And Im here for it, every damn thing. Every day Im feeling like Alice In Wonderland sinking deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole. I start to see more and more why I as a kid (and adult) was so fascinated by that story. Because where Alice finds herself after following the rabbit and falling …

A very welcomed blessing

The 26 of april I got a call from the previous owner of the chihuahua I adopted. From a lot of applications they had chosen mine and I was so happy. I got to see him for the first time and I knew that he had found a forever home here with us. The chihuahua …

Let the fire in you burn away all that’s not meant for your highest expression

I never felt that I belonged anywhere , I was so used to struggle from a very young age so I didnt know what it should feel like to be happy or free from worries. I wasnt one to conform into a mold either so maybe that was a big part of my challenge , …

Success

I think a lot at the moment about what success means. Because we live in a society where it mostly seems like we judge each other by how successful one is. For me it is if I have a day I feel pretty good or in the absence of being depressed, it is if I …

Born to be free

The whole world are going up in flames Let it burn let it burn all the hate away from the ashes it will rise a new day As we scream inside we se the lie they are willing to let us die We are not seeing eye to eye for the leaders of the world …